Ibu cakap...

Assalamualaikum..

Tempat : Surau, Terminal Bersepadu Selatan.
While waiting for my bestfriend, Mawaddah bt Ramli. came all the way from Batu Pahat.

I told Ibu everything. Everything. Kalau boleh. I don't want to have any secrets between me and Ibu. Plus. Ibu lebih tahu, apa yang terbaik buat aku.

'Aku baru nak bukak pintu hati aku sikit..tertuuuutuuuppp~ balik..'

Aku tak kecewa. Aku tak sebak. Cuma...Aku geram. Geram. Marah? Tak. Tak marah. Aku malas nak layan. Kau cakap kau tak bagi harapan. Tapi, cara kau tu. Duh.

Bila aku dah cerita kat Ibu..dari A sampai Z..Ibu cakap...

Ibu cakap, kawan2 je la..
Ibu cakap, buat biasa2 je..
Ibu cakap, jangan jual mahal sangat..
Ibu cakap, biar orang tu suka kita, kita tak suka takpe, kita boleh build the relationship..
Ibu cakap, ibu nampak plan dia..
Ibu cakap, buatlah istikharah..
Ibu cakap, ibu sentiasa doakan yang terbaik buat anak-anak ibu :')

Ibu..Siapa anak ibu sekarang ni? huhu. Tapi, apa yang ibu cakap. Semuanya betul. Terima kasih bu :)

Aku cakap..dia tak serius pun bu..
Aku cakap..dia main-main je bu..
Aku cakap..aku taknak kecewa lagi..sebab tu aku jual mahal..aku taknak hati aku dicemari lagi..
Aku cakap..aku..aku..aku tak mampu nak cakap apa-apa..
Aku serahkan pada Allah..Allah lebih Mengetahui.
Kalau dia mahu, dia berusaha..Pandaila dia cari cara..
Kalau dia tak mahu, bukan jodoh aku la tu..

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