dream

Last night...I was dreamt about arwah. I was crying a lot.

I don't know how, but we were on our class trip or something like that. everyone was gather to take some photo, but i don't want to be in it because i'm not wearing tudung *weird. lol*

And you also don't want to be in it, but people keep asking you to be in. In my dream, I already know that one day you will left us. So, i just keep observing you on how you handle the situation. *sumpah kita rindu sgt tgk muka awak.

And then i heard you said, "nanti dalam gambar tu aku takdek jugak." *mimpi ni kengkonon dia tu jelmaan je. orang memang boeh nampak, tp dalam gambar takdek. lebih kurang mcm tu la.*

On that moment, i was looking at you and start crying. and then you approach me and hug me. lagila aku nangis gila-gila. And i kept apologizing to you.

"intan kita mintak maaf.", i said it repeatedly.

and you replied. "it's okay" sambil gosok-gosok belakang.

Thanks Allah for let her come in my dream. And give me a chance to apologize to her. tak memang takdek buat salah besar. mintak maaf sebab dah lama tak contact, sebab tak datang pngebumian dia, sebab segalanyalah. i just wanted to said that i'm sorry.

Bangun-bangun tido terus sedekahkan al fatihah.

Thanks Allah, Thanks Intan. i love you and i miss you. semoga Allah merahmatimu.